Cole's Friends

Almost Christmas.
I've felt really strange the last few days. Out of the loop, almost. Distanced.

I guess it doesn't help that I'm stuck in my room more often than not, keeping Tucker company. But I don't really even WANT to hang out. Idk.

I'm done Christmas shopping. I don't really feel like it's Christmas, though. There's no singing around the house. No one seems cheerful. Everyone is complaining about having to buy presents. Why? It's tradition. So, you're a little broke right now. So is everyone else. Make do with what you have. Small gifts are better than none. I don't know, I don't know, Idon'tknow.

I'm in a funk. I was looking forward to tonight, watching the slowpitch games (not playing), and bringing a friend or two with me, maybe staying the night at Rachel's. I need company to get myself out of this... mood. But Friend #1 is out of town. Friend #2 lives so far it makes just hanging out difficult. Friend #3 is dealing with her own issues. Friend #4... is there a Friend #4? I don't have that many good friends.

I'll try to find something to distract myself.

Current Mood: apathetic

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